"In lover's sky, all stars are eclipsed by the eyes of the one you love."

Here is to a sweet lady I thought I'd never know. The one who stole my heart so innocently, but with care and grace and perfect love. The one who painted my world with technicolors. The one who gave beautiful love songs a new meaning, a sweet memory which replays in my mind whenever its on air. Only you have the ability to bring me to explore how far my senses can feel. And the only one who taught me all about love, and my world orbits around that special someone; the very one who gave my life so much more meaning.

I love you Pris, more than words can say. :)

12:42 AM

-you and me, relaxing smiles, and the world.

Finally I'm back after a long hiatus! Since the last post, so much has passed. Although it's a month i just visited darling at OZ, it still felt like last week that we just went crazy shopping and sushi munching at Indroo, or like the last time we searched for the best prices at west end weekend markets, or just like yesterday we walked the long road back home under a blanket of stars after alighting from 412 opposite Nando's. =) These sweet nostalgic memories take over the darkness whenever i close my eyes at night before i turn in. Anyways, I think i'm really lucky? To be able to go to a foreign country alone, while i'm 19, to visit the one i love? And to stay there for an entire month, visit so many touristy places, to just watch her sleep while she's still in wonderland dreaming of me( haha so bhb, haha okay maybe ryan gosling. =/ ) Priceless. :)

I had been busy with much stuff, like working at delta and mount faber and helping darling out a little and catching up with friends and family. Finally got to stay a few days at godparent's place and got to go back training twice. Talking about lifesaving, I wonder how kusu's going to be like this year, since i'm not the one planning. It's on Tze birthday, so i would have to give it a miss. I really miss training with chee kin, jie wei, and jian hui. Not forgeting henry, shi jie and irene.

Sister's getting married next month on the 22nd! Congrats oh sister! Although we probably fight most of the times we are not talking, i still love you as my sister and am really happy about you getting married and finally getting your dream guy (other than that, i'm kinda sad i have to attend it botak :X)!

On a separate note, i got to make my black specs already! Haha i look FABULOUSLY NERDY! =D I dont wear it all the time, only during running! Haha which signals that NS is coming soon, and my scalp is going to say hi to the sun! Darling thinks i resemble her now that i got my new specs! hahaha! =E!

Oh! i posted 5 magazines of 8 days today! Guess how much it cost? $37! Haha Basket. so expensive. HAHA if you consider the cost of the 8 days, that's like almost one session of work! haha best of all, i bought food for baby, like her fav pocky and some waffle rolls, they said cannot! =/=/=/ due to the china scandal. they are super wary of sending food stuffs into OZ. THANKS AH CHINA :) ZHONG GUO WAN SHUI! =E =E =E

Ooh anyways, i think "So you think you can dance" is really a great show! I caught the ending parts of Season 4 and it was amazing. I love the lyrical hip hop items and some of the contemporary! I was rooting for Katee and Joshua! When I came back to Sin, i missed sitting down and watching the show, eating my yoplait with lots of cornflakes! And flashes of some really good performances still flash back from time to time while i'm busying looking blankly into the pool. This particular performance was quite memorable to me.

Supposingly, will is a ghost, and courtney is missing him real bad. I love a lot of actions they did, like the miss of the hug, the handshake, the sway and the particular bit that always gets me all emo is at 1.34; where both of them hug and kinda like cry in pain as they serenade. Sucks eh. Plus that really smooth number from alicia key, I can totally feel them. =) haha okay, shall end the post here while the song's getting to me.

From the day we met, I knew that you would hold my heart in your hands and you were more than do that - you completely own me and every part of me. When I think of you, my heart is so full of love and passion for you that I can hardly contain myself. I think of spending every minute of every day with you and holding you so close to me. Whenever you think of me, please know that no matter how many miles separate us or how much of our lives comes between us, you are and always will be the love of my life and I will never love anyone as much again. I thank God for letting me meet you and for you falling in love with me because I know that it would never be as perfect any other way. I love you with all that I am.

-your silly boy. (:

11:30 PM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SWEEETIE! =D

i love you.

always and forever!

12:45 AM

Now listening: Shine On - JET

Life has been kind lately! Everything seems to be going smoothly! Yup!

Darling's back from Cambodia about 2 weeks ago! Fetched her at the airport and had sakae there before heading back. When i held her hand the first time she's got back, i had that same feeling i felt when i held her hand when i reached aussie after 3 mths not seeing each other. That same undescriable feeling i felt. Things around suddenly revolved slowly and when our hands met, i felt this sudden surge all around my body, and my heart just smiled the brightest it could. (:

But we went for steamboat 2 days later and man, she got down with food poisoning and was feeling really unwell for an entire week. My darling just got better recently and we've been eating alot of good food recently. HAHA but just a few days ago we started our HEALTHY DIET and EXERCISE REGIME! haha =D so i guess it's going to put an end to good food for awhile.

Met up with my secondary school pals at settlers the other day and had fun playing those silly board games and catching up a lil. Chalet in May! Cool man! Loooking forward to it!

oh yah! if you arnt updated yet, im currently doing a brief stint as a part time lifeguard at delta swimming pool! yup. Just started about a month ago! They pay about 57 per shift and there's 2 shifts. 7.45am-2.45pm and 2.30-9.30pm. Its not bad lah. 8.14 an hour! People there are pretty nice and easy to get along with. Darling's house is nearby too! haha ooh, and i always exercise during the breaks. So like that i can find time to exercise too! But working a full 2 shifts is extremely tiring. nowadays, i can just fall asleep before 12 after working 2 shifts. maddness.

ooh another good thing that happened is that i have gotten my uni letter! I got accepted into NTU biological science (year 1). was really glad cause it was my first choice and i thought it was really difficult to get in cause my gpa is like borderline to enter uni. but they accepted me based on my first 5 sems results which was 3.27, lower than my final score of 3.4. but hor, i'm most likely enroling in 2011 cause my enlistment date is 24 Oct and i will prolly come out in oct 2010 and miss the august uni intake (if it's august) and have to wait one more year. LETS see, i would be like 22 after i come out of army and like 26 when i got my FIRST DEGREE. OH MY GAWD LA. so freaking old. Wah if i ever get pHD how sia. what. 32? =/ studied for the 30 years of my life, to work for 20 years of life, and maybe, just maybe, i might get to enjoy what i have sowed, in this crazy world where global warming and all the chaos going around. life. sometimes i dont get it.

I also asked my mum if grand aunt could be my god mother and both of them agreed happily! haha yay! SO COOL MAN! like finally! i have always wanted that to happen! Intend to visit her more often! next month, old father's birthday and mother's day! woaa. 2 mothers now! haha

Speaking of next month, my offical graduation on 29th May! yupp. COOL huh, finally graduating. Miss alot of the times i had in poly, studying together, playing in the lab, buying baos during breaks, and eating lunch as a whole class and real company with bailey, liang jie, nick, our tauntstar gang. LOL ck my fyp partner in crime. weng and gang for alwawys being there for me and gurion, for always sucking up to lectuers. haha! Have to rent the ugly graduation gown thing. oh dear. haha going to look like such a toot. haha

Really glad my darling's back and holidays are rolling! But my darling's going for overseas sooner or later and im going into ns during then.. =(

The way I feel for you amazes me daily. I have never loved before, and not like this. Since day one; both of us have shared something incredible, something that most people only dream of. You have made me the happiest I have ever been. You have made me everything more that I have ever been. And I can never be more grateful than I should. Your kisses, whether tender or gentle, are consuming. Your touch is like fire and surprisingly, I find myself time and time again, completely surrendering to your love. You are so beautiful, sincere, caring, thoughtful, intelligent and sweet, and I wouldn't trade you for the world! I am so thankful and blessed that you loved me as much as I loved you, and that you made me your boyfriend for the past 64 months. As we travel onwards to our journey towards forver, hand-in-hand, there is no obstacle we can not get past, no winds that we can never overcome, no hope that we can never have faith in. With you, I am strong. With you, I am happy. With you, life is good. And darling Pris, I love you and want you beside me, always.

your boyfriend. (:

2:03 AM

oh dear oh deear! my sweet darling is sick! get well soon baby! :)

<3<3<3

10:15 PM

Now listening: One More Moment - Ronin

Woa. These few weeks had been rather eventful, too eventful that i cant not blog about it! My sweetheart has been off to teach young cambodian kiddos how to use the computers and twisting the balloons. And i have been missing her like crazy since she's left. :D She's doing a great job there right now i bet! Her balloon skills are like zai-est. HAHA really cool and all self taught somemore!

Have to dust off the specks off my blog man! Managed to update some photos and music tracks! Its a real pity imeem has some 30s preview on some of the songs i wanted to put up, if not i wld have added more! Those random muses,'re my current favs right now. =D Anyways, this is going to be a rather lengthy post, so be prepared!

It was friday, after sending my sweetheart off at the airport, i had dinner with her family at ajisen's at the airport before heading to my grand aunt's house to stay for the week until my uncle's wedding! So cool huh. Ajisen's there wasnt really good and satisfying! They don't have the full menu and the paiku ramen! HOW CAN! Haha! its like my current favourite ever since darling tried it the other day! haha so i had the tonkusen's instead. But i think they din make the broth good enough. Even the egg was white. Most outlets the eggs are like the char ye dan color and don't taste like plain ol' boiled egg.

We were laughing that day and we were all making fun of my huge adidas duffle bag! haha it was WAY HUGE and HEAVIER than the stuff darling was bringing cambodia! HAHA machiam i joining her there like that. Furthermore, i was staying for a WEEK, she's like 2 AND A HALF WEEKS HAHA. Lugged it to marine parade where my grand aunt resides. Settled down and rested for the night! Slept in that old familiar room! :)

Think you guys might find no interest in this part, gonna be filled with alot of my memories. yeah

Next morning got up pretty early and had the economical noodles and black coffee for breakfast! Shoik man. the same ol' stuff i used to have when i was younger. Haha. Little things like that can mean so much when things are about to change.

Whenever i stay over there, it brings back many good memories. Its like my alibi from all my worries. When i was still young and tender, i used to stay there for most of my childhood. I would stay with my guardian for the school days, go over there during some weekends and stay over for the bulk of most of the holidays! haha pretty fun even thou they are not well off and sometimes my parents end up very jealous! lol

A typical day would go like this. I would sleep on a green folded pieces of cloth which is quite thick. That's my bed for you. Haha a tiny-chaochao-lookin-pillow is my pillow and a blanket. The room is actually their storeroom and filled with alot of junk and computer and a big cupboard. Will lay restless and sweaty before they finally installed aircon there. So will use this you know the luo han the fan to fan myself. HAHA yeah anyways they installed aircon so i cld sleep better!

Morning's are lovely.

I rmber waking up to the cold static of the floor, folded up the sheets and pull that heavy door open to smelling the sweet aroma of her coffee. It would be like 7.30 or 6.30am. Haha my grand aunt and dad always wake up like super early to get ready breakfast and other random chores. She would make her coffee and dad will go do something. So i would always wake up to the aroma of a good cup of coffee. Brush teeth, and sink in breakfast on that familiar table, staring lazily into a poster describing how waking up early is good for you! haha Then i would follow her to the market to buy breakfast for everyone. If cant catch her, then i would wait for my uncle to wake up! HAHA sometimes i wake up later and he has already woke up and playing his game consoles!

haha then i will sit there and wait till grand aunt comes back frm the market. She will feed and give the birds a bath! There used to be 2 birds, one dunno what name, another is a black napped oriole. The black napped one died a few years back, and the other one died sometime this year. That one pretty cute, it recognise people one, like strangers, it would chirp like mad, and it wouldnt when we are around. It also wouldnt want to fly away. Haha Next she will wash the clothes, sleep awhile, wake up and fold clothes, and cook dinner at 3pm! Grand uncle will take me to Parkway for a walk after dinner! He would drink 2 cans of anchor beer and start talking to me and i will listen eagerly about his stories at sea! He was a sailor once. He's like uber strong lah up till now and he's like almost 70.

Stuffs like that to remisice over, gives much undescribable pleasure when you are all grown up and know when you realise cant experience it anymore as it all going to change in due time.

They are not a very well off family, 3 room flat, 5 of them living in it. My uncle sleeps in the hall on you know those sundeck kinda chairs. But what i love about them is how close knitted everyone is, the warmth i feel there is something i appreciate and enjoy most. More than my own family. =X

Back to the day's event anyways.

Went to uncle's house at seng kang. Its pretty big eh, for a 5 room exc flat. Pretty huge. He recently did a reno and knocked off a hole in his wall that separates the games room from the hall. We reached at 9am, finished cleaning up at 10.48pm! OMG CAN. cos we had complete cleanning up, cos the next day got some ceremony at this house. So yeah, the bangala who was supposed to paint the hole TOOK BLOODY LONG TO ARRIVE and did like SLIPSHOT WORK LAH. chao ah pu neh neh. so my uncle had to repaint most of the walls himself and touch up alot of the bangala's work. Then i cleaned the other areas as well. Had supper after that and got back to the marine parade house at like 11.40+pm. wah laos. haha was dead tired. but it was pretty fun.

Slept like a log and the next day, was the guo da li thing. 3 of his aunties came over to help. yeah after that we went to continue cleaning up those minor stuffs that we missed out, i drilled his wedding photo into the walls and ran some other errands here and there.

Sunday we packed his storeroom and mopped and cleaned up again! haha. Then the following day he went back to work. When to research more about parkinson's and the drugs that my grand aunt was taking. She is diagnosed with parkinson's like for a few months already and it seems the conditions are not really good. Kinda sad yeah. Anyways, that night we had a bachelor's dinner. Met mabok(adrian), kuaiming and juilius. onion(ivan) couldnt make it. We had aston's at katong there. Was not bad considering the price is quite dirt cheap. Haha had a good chat with the guys. Juilius joined us later on and we sat at delifrance till it closed. My uncle had a triple espresso at like 9.45pm. and still feel tired. wah he is seriously immune to coffee man. LOL. So we briefly talked about what would be happening that day and were discussing what to wear. Had seriously a good time even thou i was chatting to all of them for the first time. But they like all those business side one. Then wah juilius must be very rich. I saw his blvgari cuffling lol. maddness.

Walked home uncle was kinda disappointed that onion cldnt make it cos he wasnt feeling well but he had a good time too anyways. Mabok damn funny lah he's mad man. Haha he look like mabok like that tts why we call him mabok. HAHA then ivan onion because last time he came over and then he told grand aunt his name, grand aunt heard as onion and we started calling him that ever since. LOL Anyways we cleared up and ran alot of errands the next few days till wednesday. Thursday went out with biggest aunt to PP to buy stuff for grand aunt to wear like matching pearl bracelet and a shawl. Shopped for her clothes and we had lunch at ajisen's again. Her treat! haha then i picked up a couple of mags frm borders as well.

When we got home, we packed her room and man was it dusty like hell. lol i packed the area where they put their make ups and stuff, omg so dusty. she was busy packing and dusting off her soft toys. LOL the dust machiam candy floss can lick one can. LOL
Swept the area and mopped several times around the house! By then it was almost 7 and then realtives started pouring in, they wanted to help and see the hair combing ceremony at 11pm and like kinda make the place more lively. Yeah and they sure did. Yeesh dun really like them. so brash and high eyed. Even my aunts and uncles agreed. LOL no wonder always cny wanna watch movie with me to escape frm them. lol

gonna continue this later! =D

*miss you darling* <3<3<3

11:24 PM

What's Your True Color?

My Result: Red

Your color is red, the color of racy sportscars, blushing cheeks, and luscious roses. Red symbolizes passion, romance, and love. So, since you're ruled by red, you probably trust your feelings more than your brain and tend to act spontaneously. If you see something you want, you go for it without thinking twice — impulsive is your middle name. You don't wait around for people to make decisions, either; you dive right in. Quite the romantic, you pay close attention to your emotions. In fact, if your heart isn't in what you're doing, you won't be satisfied. Of course, even when you do pour all your energy into the projects you tackle, your impetuous nature means your passions can shift as frequently as the wind. That's why some reds have trouble with commitment. Our advice? Next time you're feeling fickle, think before you act, if possible. You might be surprised at the results. Overall, though, it's great to be red. No one lives life more completely than you do.

What are you?
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1:43 AM